05/04/16

I couldn't do it. I couldn't go back into the woods.

I posted the short clip on Twitter HERE, thinking that maybe I would walk back into the woods, just a little bit. It was 1pm, the sun was out, for all intents and purposes, it's a beautiful day, but I couldn't do it. 

I wasn't even thinking about retracing the Sinner's Game. I just wanted to go into the woods to show that I could. 

I'm not sure if I'm more embarrassed about being afraid to walk a few yards into the woods, or about how many people probably saw me just standing there, holding my phone and chickening out at the last second.

It just felt wrong. I've been dealing with a lot lately, dad's old stuff, old memories. 

It wasn't right.

There's just a lot to process now. I have to go and get some more stuff. I'll get into that more and record more about what's going on. I'll probably just post it at https://www.patreon.com/smalltownhorror?ty=h 

I'll save the normal podcasts for every two weeks, once I get more information. I already got one piece of audio for everyone to hear, so they can understand what happened to me. But I still need one more thing.

Gotta go, the storage shed is in Bemidji. It's a nice day. I'll probably drive slow. The sun through the windshield always feels good.